Saturday, August 25, 2007

25 August '07

Now is like 2am in the morning, in the next 3hrs I would be driving Dear & her family down to Changi Airport T2. Had a bad quarrel yesterday... Went out with her in the morning around 10am to Sim Lim Square...

Drove down to there because the it was raining heavily all over Singapore... no choice to take public transport & getting ourselves drenched wet totally! So took my time to drive as the rain was really heavy enough poored the road condition & vision for drivers.

Finally reached Sim Lim square, went to get her new HP nokia 6100 navigator phone...memory card! she wanted a 1gb space...after buying...I brought her to the SI MA LU TEMPLE to pray for a safe journey back & fro...back then was drizzling...

After praying wanted to have a breakfast with her, but she complained of no time & even if want to eat must be fast...c'mon this is a meal cant I enjoy eating & I dont like being rushed ... she doesn't understand about my feelings...she's leaving & I just want to have a good meal time with her...I was having some gastric pain due to late breakfast... Usually I had my breakfast like say 5.30am...my stomach is used to having meals at a certain time...

So I was so upset, I packed food home for mum & myself. Throughout the whole journey back home, I did not spoke about my unhappiness...but believe she know it from my facial expression. I did not speak to her at all, & was driving pretty fast home... Upon reaching her house, just let her alight & sped off... showing her that I am really unhappy...

went home had my breakfast cum lunch. Took a nap till like 7pm before having dinner at 7.30pm. Wasn't happy... neither did she called me to apologise or anything to cheer me up... went online & she just msg me if I would be fetching her down to Airport...toopid qns...for sure I will send her off... I gonna missed her like siao...

now is 2am yet I feel shit! y can't she showed more interest in me...really furious! Arghz! dont know how to explain this feel of anger & sad... anyway going to bed & lied down..later in the morning got to drive for long journey. West to East...sian! Anyway slp early my friends ...gd night! shall update soon ...