Wednesday, September 13, 2006

13 Sep 06

Yawns, was really tired today cos I slept at 5+am & woke up at 9.30am to meet my friend. Accompany her to sch & had lunch with her @ West Mall...she seems sunken in life! So I ponder in my deep thoughts, wondering why she seems so sad. I noticed she kept saying abt her only little brother in hospital, so I KPO & asked her what had happened? But she nvr spoke anything. Being fearful / sensitive, I knew something bad had happened mayb?

During our lunch time, I kept looking at her! Saw her took on & off breaks to rest herself, deep in eyes you see the exhausted spirits in her. The whole outing was rather quiet..BORED...so different from last time. Time's up, I need for NPCC training, so walked her out to the bus stop, & that when she spoke to me about her brother's condition. She told me her brother had 3mths more to go before he leave this world...seriously I went dumb found...she used to be that jolly laughy cheerful girl in my eyes & now a girl full of undetermine path to move on. She is going to lose her brother & what more could I help as friend? Moral support care concern ? I jus useless at a point time being a friend.

Life is fragile, but what could we expect more from ourself, family & friends? All I know I had lose my love once so badly in the same way like her brother...I know I got to treasure everything that comes into my life. My friends...lets put our hands to pray & hope for miracles for my friend's brother. For the best to come and memories to live forever.

Janet dont worry about being alone. I am always there to give my support for u. Tell / Msg me if you ever need help...I promise to give my fullest if I can in any ways....
I am tired too now....really exhuasted...time to break myself tonight! Sleep early guys...take care too friends...